what im doing now is....

using OBS software to record screen playing selected videos from my only fans page which have interesting particular aesthetic value to me, and which are outift-heavy.- showing different identities of myself and in this process i am creating self esteem as i enjoy the idea of role play and acting. fashion is a costume you wear to perform your daily life. which intertwines with emotion whether it may be to hide or get noticed, it will allow you a platform to do so.

Only fans is an online platform where you advertise via twitter short clips/ text/ images/ live video/quiz's/ social media interaction through hashtags also.....advertising an attached page where you must pay a fee chosen by the creator to entre the page. simialr to paatreon for artists. but mainly focuses on nude women. i found this approach to buisness liberating, i have 'recycled' old images i have taken over the years, i felt prpessured to send alot of images to guys for free but the applications i was using saved the images for me, so i could go back through the archive and upload them all into one site, any time men ask for nudes or attempt to be derogative towards me or pressure me i can now send them all to one place and i earn £35.00 a month trom them, per subscription.

This has been a journey through my use of image i have found liberation in the development of meaning in each image. once i have finished using OBS to record the videos i have selected, i will do the same with my instagram which is free- but private (i can choose who i want to accept to look at my images) *consent. the reason being, my instgra is a similar feel to it, i am using image and video to exspress myself in this social media platform, there is not alot of difference with the paid website i have available (onlyfans)- except in this more explicit content is not banned and the sites main use. i see no difference between a 'patreon' website for artists and creators, and onlyfans. my pornography is still my work i want to blur the line. this is abut organization and subjectivity.

So as i was saying next, after i have recorded all the videos i want from onlyfans and twitter and instagram....i will then compile a collection of still images i also enjoy looking at and are part f my practice. Im not sure what to do with these yet maybe a collage of sorts, digital or printing thwem off onto physical paper to frame and make paintings from, i a,m inspired by the vintage porno horror films from the 70's such as borowsky!<3 and also the posters of the films where the images are advertised of women in very sexual posotions with clothes tight or ripped off them, looking frightened and orgasmic. id like to create posters of myself in the same way, and create my own movie which they will advertise. i i simportant the images look sort of stages and painterly

Going back to the videos, i am hoping to insert them into my forced connections video, but i dont know how this will turn out. if it will look too scattered and unfocused.....to continue forced connections i wanted to focus on water and create a new video in an inflatable paddling pool i have wearing latex and playing to the camera smudging my makeup ..i wont plan this shoot too much i have a visual of what it will look like but not sure oh the permormative element until i am doing it.

FORCED CONNECTIONS PROJECT

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